The hearing (see a couple of posts back) is tomorrow.
I get deeply anxious--and angry--shaky, even--every time I think about it.
Ultimately, I can let go of the results. If we're wrong, so be it (but honestly I don't think that that will be the outcome. But if it is, okay; I can be okay with being wrong). Only--we would then have to schedule an event related to this document, and I will be deeply unhappy about doing so. (Sorry to be so cryptic.)
Just--wish me luck. I hope that the rest of the relevant decision-makers will be able to be there, so I don't feel that so much pressure is on me.